I am feeling it again -the attraction towards another human. But would this last? Can this attraction turn into romance then love? Or would it just be another research for my curious soul?
I am a person but I am not the person.
When someone likes me, I push him away. When a guy's starting to like me, I let him be but when it develops into something deeper, I retreat.
When I like someone and he does not like me, it is so freaking fun but when he comes reciprocatig that feeling, I retreat.
I like guys who do not like me.
Why?
Am I afraid to be in a relationship? Maybe, Ive been hurt too. I am not used to be with someone who cares and makes me feel special. I am not used to everything an opposite sex would do to me.
Why am I like this?
I long for the kiss for the touch but when they come, I cannot feel the fire. Why?
I long for the one but when someone comes, I reject him.
I long for attention but when it is given, I do not accept.
Why?
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