Ode to Chance
Here I am
Waiting for your response
Expecting you to come
And here I am
With thoughts going back and forth
To the memories of us in our silent room.
We finally met.
Movies, ice cream - We clicked.
I caught your smile.
We cuddle, wrestle and tell stories
But I saw your fear.
I wanted to help you.
This feeling is not new to me
But I like the comfort you bring
Falling into your arms
Hearing your breathing
Why can’t I resist someone
I am not attracted to?
Definitely I know where’s this heading
I am just another temptation.
An obstacle
That a man must hurdle
To find his fate.
I am a stepping stone.
But everything we had
I did not regret, I chose you
You will choose her, always.
And it is okay.
I will be fine
I have become so strong.
You might have broken some of my walls
But you did not break my heart
I am solely in-charge of it.
Thank you for the temporary happiness
For showing me
That I deserve more than this.
I might never had broken any of your walls
Because I never had your trust.
While I trusted you.
I did things I imagined I couldn’t do.
I metamorphosed into
A woman I barely know.
I won’t let you go
But I am letting go of myself being
Attached to you.
But can I ask you?
Have you ever liked me?
What have I been to you?
Did I ever make your heart beat?
Did I make you smile?
Did I make you see the world better?
I want to know.
Tell me now
This is the last time that I'll be waiting.
