Turtles all the way
down by John Green: A Book Review
Genre: Young Adult, psychological
Publication Date: 2017
Setting: Indianapolis
Characters: Aza Holmes, Daisy, Davis, Mychal, Aza’s Mom, Dr.
Singh (psychiatrist)
Summary:
This is a story about
Aza and her spiraling thoughts coupled with her OCD. She has high anxiety
especially with germs to the point that kissing made her swallow sanitizer. She
always thinks that she’ll be infected with the bacteria Clostridium difficile.
She has the habit of pressing her right thumbnail into the finger pad of her
middle finger. She covers it up with band-aid but when she is worried, she
drains it by reopening the wound and pressing out any blood that will come.
Her best friend’s name is Daisy, a star wars fanatic and a
fan fiction author. She is a working student, her family is not well-off, and
later on, convinced Aza to find David Pickett, Sr. the billionaire fugitive for
there’s a reward of 100,000 dollars waiting.
Aza and Davis Jr had a past; they joined the Sad Camp
together when they lost one of their parents. Aza knew about the night vision
camera since she used to play in Davis’ house when they were young. Aza and
Daisy had one information to tell the police but Davis gave them 100,000
dollars in exchange of their silence.
Aza and Davis fell for one another, Mychal and Daisy , too.
Aza and Daisy got into an accident because of an argument about Daisy
referencing Aza in her fictional stories, that Aza was a useless and pessimistic friend. Aza
recovered, their friendship became stronger but their romantic relationships had
a different ending.
Themes
Anxiety
Aza’s thoughts cannot be shut down. Through her character,
we come to know how the mind of anxious people operates. It is something that
cannot be controlled by themselves; it just spirals and spirals until it
tightens and suffocates them. They think a lot, worry a lot and not care too
much of their environment. It is like they are physically present but their
mind is projected onto something else like in Aza’s case, the microbes swarming
inside her. She doesn’t know where Daisy’s parents work in spite of their
longtime friendship. This also means that anxiety makes a person be socially
unaware because ot the pressure of their thoughts. Aza also relies on her late
Dad’s old phone for emotional support. Aza has a psychiatrist named Dr. Singh
but she does not take her medications . She feels like the medicine is making
her worse.
Like all the characters of John Green, Aza exemplifies a
young and smart woman. It’s just that she has a mental problem. However, this
issue has made her more analytic and unique, in my own opinion.
The introspection and conversations between
Aza and the other characters proved how intelligent and reflective she is.
Parent-child
Davis’ father ran away. Davis and his younger brother, Noah
had always sought for a responsible father which they could never find from
their own. Their riches were infinite but when it comes to the love and
affection from their dad, it is nonexistent.
Their father neglected them and left all his riches to a
tuatara, a reptile. Also, he never contacted his sons when he eloped.
Aza and her mom had a great relationship. Daisy and her
parents, too. It only means that the treasure lies not on the wealth but the
bond in a family.
Reflection
John Green’s most famous novel
The Fault in Our Stars for me is overrated. Both the book and movie did not distress or
please me. I really think it was too soapy and mainstream. Secondly, I watched
and read Paper Towns and I found it so much better. Turtles all the way down is
not that I-will-not-sleep-until –I-finished-this book. That is both a
compliment and a slur.
Compliment. First, some of the
conversations need to be digested; hence, the need to stop and rest. In order
to fully immerse yourself into the story, you must not finish this book in one
seating. You have to take your time because of its psychological essence. Reading
the thoughts of Aza also makes you feel trapped in your own thoughts and may
question your own mental health. For example, the characterization of Aza could
make you feel like you are also suffering from anxiety disorder. Overthinking,
high heart rate, feeling nervous or powerless, having sense of impending
danger, panic attacks, feeling stuck and empty, and sleeplessness are some of
the signs of anxiety.
You can also associate yourself
because of her line of thinking. Example, in the first chapter of the book. She
said, Life is a story told about you, not one that you tell. You pretend to
be the author but in reality, you are the canvas, not the painter. She
felt that herself was not hers. IF you think about this, it is very debatable,
philosophically speaking. The ‘free will’ is questionable. Are we really creating our destiny or has it
been planned by God or the cosmos?
There are many thoughts of Aza that
could be analyzed in detail. The short poems of Davis are also worthy of
studying. He introduced his writing through a quote or a poem by a famous
writer and then he associates it with his personal experience. All of these are
profound and deep.
Slur. There was
lack of suspense. Yes, the major conflict is internal but I just didn’t find
any vibe with its turn of events. IF not for Aza and Davis, the whole story
would have been plain and boring.
